i dont love you
your far from perfect
i hate you
im still thinking about you
you drive me crazy
but yet im still smiling
im so angry with you
you know all the right things to say
i hate when you do that
But i cant get mad
the littlest things seem to annoy me
you make me laugh right after
i dont want to be with you
but i dont know what i would do without you
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
my issues
didnt think that i would actually fall out of love with u.
i realized i liked the thought of you.
im mad that you just have to be like every other guy.
the thought of what u used to be like seems
like u never were that person. i
wanted u to be what u were and
not the reality of what u really are
i cant tell if u proved my point or if u didnt. u
proved that u were everything that i never wanted u to be.
but then u never proved my thoughts.
the words that u say to me i dont believe the things u do for me are nice
but its not making me fall for u.
how am i supposed to feel it
hurts to hear the truth but its worst to be lied to. Which one is better?
i dont want to know the truth because it changed my thoughts about u
even though it shouldnt be like that.
Being lied to i will never know but
lies never stay hidden? i cant seem to figure myself and
on top of that im not sure if i know who u are anymore.
the thought of u is good but thinking about everything else
around me makes it difficult for me to want to. these
are my issues.it has nothing to do with u. but to tell u truth.
it hurts me to know the truth more than u think.
i realized i liked the thought of you.
im mad that you just have to be like every other guy.
the thought of what u used to be like seems
like u never were that person. i
wanted u to be what u were and
not the reality of what u really are
i cant tell if u proved my point or if u didnt. u
proved that u were everything that i never wanted u to be.
but then u never proved my thoughts.
the words that u say to me i dont believe the things u do for me are nice
but its not making me fall for u.
how am i supposed to feel it
hurts to hear the truth but its worst to be lied to. Which one is better?
i dont want to know the truth because it changed my thoughts about u
even though it shouldnt be like that.
Being lied to i will never know but
lies never stay hidden? i cant seem to figure myself and
on top of that im not sure if i know who u are anymore.
the thought of u is good but thinking about everything else
around me makes it difficult for me to want to. these
are my issues.it has nothing to do with u. but to tell u truth.
it hurts me to know the truth more than u think.
Friday, February 3, 2012
50 things i like
- music
- sleep
- food
- water
- books
- laptop
- math
- writing
- watching football
- playing basketball
- chocolate
- family
- friends
- favorite blanket
- driving my car
- going out to eat
- traveling
- the beach
- sunset
- love (not marriage)
- Aladdin movies
- vampire movies
- thinking to myself
- being reall with others
- bath and body works
- someone that you really care about being there for you when you really need them
- the moment that a baby looks at you funny because you did something weird
- laughter
- playing beach volleyball with friends
- knowing that someone cares for me
- Puppies
- summer
- working
- college
- texting
- being around people
- dancing
- pulling pranks
- sarcasm
- when homework is done
- when room is clean
- the show weeds
- law and order
- the mentalist
- all my crime shows
- gossip girl
- one tree hill
- having an inspiration to do something
- knowing that nothing is impossible
- doing what you can to make things possible for others.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
lookin for something
i loved you but things arent the same anymore
i remember you wanting me to wait for you and i felt like i did
now im trying to be with you again but its hard when you keep running around with different girls
i understand your single so i dont blame you for talking to more than one girl but im mad at the fact that your doing everything i dont want you to do
i want you to prove me wrong and show me that i should be with you
i want to be with you but everytime you tell me about a girl i have my doubts i dont want to doubt you but at the same time your doing things that i hate and you tell me that you dont have feelings for those girls.. then why are you wasting your time them. those girls actually want to be with you and your telling me you still want me no matter what. maybe its time for me to stop holding on to my past and maybe i shouldnt have put you on a pedistool because your just a guy your just a guy that does wht guys do and now i know you really dont have to show me anything anymore i realised that what i want will never come true and im glad that you can get whatever you want. Now i know that things will never be the same. im glad you dont see how i really feel. but i really cant have you come back in and out of my life because i really dont like the game that you play with me. because to me its not a game and im looking for something more or something less. right now im not trying to get my heart caught up in a web so if i end up being rude towards you its because im trying to look for something that doesnt effect my heart.
i remember you wanting me to wait for you and i felt like i did
now im trying to be with you again but its hard when you keep running around with different girls
i understand your single so i dont blame you for talking to more than one girl but im mad at the fact that your doing everything i dont want you to do
i want you to prove me wrong and show me that i should be with you
i want to be with you but everytime you tell me about a girl i have my doubts i dont want to doubt you but at the same time your doing things that i hate and you tell me that you dont have feelings for those girls.. then why are you wasting your time them. those girls actually want to be with you and your telling me you still want me no matter what. maybe its time for me to stop holding on to my past and maybe i shouldnt have put you on a pedistool because your just a guy your just a guy that does wht guys do and now i know you really dont have to show me anything anymore i realised that what i want will never come true and im glad that you can get whatever you want. Now i know that things will never be the same. im glad you dont see how i really feel. but i really cant have you come back in and out of my life because i really dont like the game that you play with me. because to me its not a game and im looking for something more or something less. right now im not trying to get my heart caught up in a web so if i end up being rude towards you its because im trying to look for something that doesnt effect my heart.
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